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Last night, September 21st, was the 1 year anniversary of Wraeththu in Secondlife. Arta and Cru planned and arranged an entire day of entertainment for all the Wraeththu and Guests. Ima and Mat and Our Planners made over Sanctuary into something truly wonderful and Fallish and much fun was had by all before and after the proceedings.
The Rite itself was our fullest yet I believe, as you can see by the photos, and went off without a hitch. It was very inspiring to this Hienama to have so many participants and Kala, Vlos, Tristan and Eve did wonderfully during the Invoking.
One year is passed....hard to believe, but alot of hard work, tears and wonder have passed our way since that fateful day way back on a rooftop in Pulse when the Wraeththu were born into Second Life.
Smoketide Message
Astale Prosperiel
One year ago I planted a seed...
In the time that has passed I have watched it grow into a powerful, strong and wonderful thing.
Others have come to help me, this planting grew beyond the capabilities of this singular Har, but I am thankful for the assistance.
Many hands make light work, and your hands have been there when mine could not alone.
One cycle is complete, one year has passed and this seed has become a mature thing, full of beauty and ripened to something which I did not foresee when I planted it. And that is due to you. The seed has grown to maturity and with it, many of you have grown in the process. Not storm of anger or hate or blight of poison could wither its growth. That is also due to you. Without your continued dedication, your care and your love for Immanion, this dream could not come true.
For that and all you have done, I thank you, the Dehara thank you, and most of all, The Community thanks you.
And so again were are come to the time of planting. We plant those ideas that will grow in the future to become the mature fruits of labour. Prosperiel stands with us, Master of the season, Our Guide and confidant. He who will work with us to safeguard the future.
I ask you now, and in the next few weeks to prepare the seeds, make ready that which will bring us through the next cycle, harden up your wills.
Immanion is yours, its roots are deep and its trunk is strong, it will protect you now as you have it, throughout the coming season of Winter and at this Equinox, when the world holds its breath and the wheel begins its slow reversal, make ready your hearts, for the coming for Elisin's time is near, but the harrowing time between now and Natalia needs careful preparedness.
Let Immanion be your Bastion, your shelter, for you have made it...
Our home!
May the Aghama and Prosperiel Keep you and Guide into the future.
Reaptide was a wonderful haunted night. It started slow but as the others trickled in we got a full group. Thanks to all who helped out and to those who visited for the ceremony.
"Greeting Tiahara. This Ceremony has given me cause for a lot of reflection. Verdiferel's emnity, his situation, his behavior durng this time came as some confusion to me. I have meditated on it for 3 days now....
What is it that makes the Dehara behave so....? I am left with one conclusion.
Grief.
It manifests in many ways....and Verdiferel, who now carries the pearl of Child of Light, is the Two Become One...but...
He is sundered from his Chesnari....forever. By his own hand did the Other perish.
Summer waits on bated breath, it is at its height, and the descent into the latter part of the year is poised to begin.
Verdiferel, as the seasons Guardian, offers insight into the future, yet now in his state, it is dangerous deceptive, puzzling insight.
The Season awaits some sanity, but in his grief Verdiferel can only strike out at those he loves...we his Hara.
My message then to you tonight is compassion, look for the mysteries, be wary of the consequences of your actions and see with eyes the Ghosts in the noonday sun....those possibilities that could be.
But in all, be compassionate and patient....times wheel is a healing balm. Let it turn....and guard your own."
Sinji Itokawa: "Verdiferel, Spirit of the Noontide of Ghosts
Field Walker, Phantom of the Corn,
Guardian of Arotahar.
Your Knowledge is respected and revered.
I now release you from this Nayati
To continue your reign.
Walk as you will, in this world and all others."
Well....its been awhile since I've updated this thing, seems like the hurly burly of both lives have kept me from some of my duties. So I will endeavor to post a couple things.
NEWS:
Storm visited the city and dedicated the Nayati finally. We were very happy to have her once again in Immanion and overjoyed to have our Nayati named as the Second Accredited Nayati in the Whole of Both Worlds! Course now I have to up my teaching schedule....
Drama...well lets see, we are remodelling the sims, yes, we have 3 altogether now and as with any communication in social groups there is bound to be difficulties..so now we are sweeping up, putting everything to rights and having FUN doing it!
So I missed posting Febrayatide and Cuttingtide has just past so I will toss up my discussions from those here below for you.
FEBRAYTIDE
Today we look into the future and see what could be. What is, is here before us. Elisin has grown into a beautiful young har. We feel his excitement and our own. Life returned to the world and now, ripe and ready to bloom, it waits for us to do something with it.
The story of Elisin, as we have watched it develop is one of Life. It is a mythic reflection of our owns lives....of birth and growth and in time, Death.
Growth is what concerns us now. Maturity is not just a measure of age, it is also capability and a maturity of the heart along with the body. Elisin as he walks in the glades of his youth doesn't yet realize that life is a constant growth , a change, and when Feyrahni enters the picture and they come together, more of life's splendour will be revealed.
I want to talk a little bit about Love. The greatest mystery of Wraeththu we are told, is the conception of a pearl. This is a metaphor for creation. When two beings build something together, they conceive the Pearl of Creation. Love draws them together and binds them in strong emotion and intent and as long as those two continue to nurture that Pearl, the Love, they will make many wonderous things together. Even memories are Pearls. You have each other, you feel emotion, life beckoning you to create something of lasting worth. The Pearl, Elisin, all of it is part of The Cycle of Arotahar, of Life.
Elisin was a little harling....carefree and joyous. Watched over this past month by Florinel, he has, much to the relief of Florinel, come of age. This time celebrates coming of age. We do this many times in our lives, in an internal way...we must continue to grow, for that is the truth of Deharan, its Their fondest wish for us. This time is special, it only happens once. Think back on your own youth...there was a moment when all the world was filled with Wonder and you felt the drive to create. Today, Elisin is the embodiment of that Creative Desire. His transformation and the union of the Two Dehara honoured here today represent the impetus to make something more of our lives.
Elisin, Beauty of Life,
Feyrahni, Lord of the Secret Glades,
Guardians of Arotahar.
Your knowledge is respected and revered.
I now release you from this Nayati,
To continue your reign.
Walk as you will, in this world and all others.
CUTTINGTIDE
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
From 1 Corinthians 13:4-7, that verse says much and it is an ideal. Love also forgives all and is prepared for whatever may come. We enter Love it is hoped with Eyes wide open. As Morterrius does in the Passion of the Arotahar. He knows what will come and the last embrace with Shadolan is a poignant reminder that while life gives life the renewal that comes from the act of sacrifice is dearly bought and paid for.
Morterrius knows what is to come and he meets it without acknowledging the fear in his heart that seeks to destroy him. He gives himself for love. Love of us, love of Shadolan and love of the earth.
This is the summer solstice, the day when the world enters the dying time...as things mature, heading once again toward winter. Our wonderous Elisin has moved on to his full powers and in sadness, alone he will make his way through this cycle, all the world a memory of the love he had and sacrificed by his own hand. Shadolan too knew, was aware, went into the world eyes wide open and played his part for what must be. Sometimes, its all we can do, sometimes, love compels us.
In this season, remember love...for each other. Walk each day with Shadolan remembering the sacrifice he has made, reveer Morterrius for his blood is shed so that you may live. Recall that for an eternal moment, Love will conquer all and from it will flow the strength to persevere through anything that will come your way.
Shadolan, Walker of the Furrows,
Guardian of Arotohar.
Your knowledge is respected and revered
I now release you from this Nayati
To continue your reign,
Walk as you will, in this world and all others....
So there is a bit for you to look over. If you are new to the idea of Wraeththu existing in Virtual reality, come on into Secondlife, its free and visit Immanion, City of Dreams!
Bloomtide
Bloomtide celebrations were held in the out of doors this year in the little field behind the REsidential section of Immanion. A huge bonfire roared behind us as we greeted the seasonal Dehar and then a dance went on into the night.
Excerpt:
Today we send off that sad Dehar Eburniel and welcome a new one as we do at each Arojhahn. The Spring Equinox is a time of begginning. At Rosetide we made the plans and we prepared ourselves for this time. The time to move, to begin, to take action, to plant. Spring arrives and with it a quickening of our blood. The Harling of Light, Elisin has been growing, during the dark times since Yuletide and his birth. He is a Harrish youth of extreme beauty and possibility and our Dehar Eburniel takes note...
Eburniel's eye wanders to the Harling who will become his consort but as of yet, little Elisin has no interest, so concerned is he with the wonder and experience of Life. The sad Eburniel throws off his winter cloak and dons a spring one, becoming Florinel, the beauteous symbol of awakening desire, burdgeoning interest. So we will welcome Florinel to preside over this next part of our Calendar. His color is the Green of Spring and his animal is the White Hare. He will oversee the planting of crops and shepherd the birth of animals.
Opening-
Invokation
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Eburniel, your time in this realm has come to an end,
The Power you wielded must pass on to Florinel,
Who shall be called here to continue the cycle of Arotahar.
Eburniel, though your acendancy has ended,
You are not forgotten, and we will meet again at the appointed time,
When once more you shall reign over the season.
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Florinel, Lord of the Forest Ways,
Who is the beauty of Nature,
I call you here this night to witness this rite!
I cal you here to reveal the mystery of your being,
And the Cycle of Seasons!
Todays message is of special interest to a few of us, and I hope you all find wisdom in it. But to those I am thinking of, it is especially important.
Bloomtide is a special occasion. It is the time for new beginnings as I said earlier. Emerging from the dark forest of winter...the sun is brighter, warmer, the world begins to be charged with a momentous energy to move forward. Throwing off the old fears of the Winter....it begins to bloom into Spring.
So we find ourselves in this time. We are standing on the threshold of newness. Going places on our journey we have not yet been. Into the warmth of a world that is so very different than the last time we were here. Springs come and go...but this very spring is the first time many of us have experienced it in this way. We come together here with hopes for a bright future, but there are many fears, lurking like shadows at the edges of our dreams, trying to taint the hope we have. Making us afraid.
But I look to each of you now and I say...Ask yourselves...behind is the dark, a time of sorrow and unhappiness. It was a time in your lives when perhaps you were sad or lonely, perhaps you made mistakes that frighten you....would you not welcome a new light, a change for the better?
Close your eyes with me now, look deep inside your hearts and find the light that lays waiting there. Search in that darkness and know that you are not alone. Each and every one of us walks side by side and there is in all our hearts a love and a kinship that can chase away fear.
Open your eyes now and look to the one next to you, and see Spring painting them in all the colors of hope!
Whether now or privately in the next few days, I want all of you to get a chocolate egg...can be a hollow one or my favorite, an easter cream egg....and inscribe it with a sigil, any symbol that is significant to you. Do this with all your hopes for the future, all your plans and all your dreams in mind with each movement of the knife, put all of your intentions into it. Then..eat it! This is a Wraeththu tradition of Bloomtide.
We will now close this Arojhahn and let the dance begin!
Many times in this digital world we are faced with the problem of language. Drawing closer the borders of our own planet means mixing and mingling with people who do not share the same language let alone cultural or ethnic base. But too often, even same language speakers run the risk of not being able to make themselves understood. Textual renderings are obscured and misinterpreted, meaning is inferred instead of clarified. Confusion and a breakdown in the entire conversation ensues and suddenly someone is hurt.
In my own virtual world this has happened on more than one occasion. Lately it seems a spate of these misconstrued meanings has plagued every attempt I have made at communication. Perhaps I chose the wrong words, perhaps perhaps perhaps...I could go on guessing for hours but in the end, when its over, my meaning was not understood and someone has left the negotiating table. When did the breakdown occur? What personal issues were transferred onto what I said? Perhaps I should have added an emoticon or two to clarify my "feeling" on the sentence I was speaking.
The problem with language is that it is, (when without certain contexts like facial expression or tone as in text) up to the interpreter to assess what is meant and without clarity of thought, that assessment becomes tainted. Maturity, balance, a detached if not stoic approach may be needed to properly control ones reactions to "supposed" meaning. So words must be chosen carefully, reactions must be tempered and even, with plenty of feedback asked for and received, otherwise, the situation ends in disaster.
With language we attempt to get our point across and sometimes the act of doing this becomes so focusing for the attention that emotions can run high. The goal therefore of any textual conversation should be to express not repress; and question. If in doubt, check it out. The last thing I want to do is "guess" what someone else is feeling by what they type or the action they make. This is a simple rule, but quite often in the heat of the moment, it is forgotten, and this is especially true when there is a gunnysack full of past experiences to color the conversation. Transferring our own problems and insecurities into a conversation or into a perceived act always results in a breakdown of conversation and relationships. Guessing what people feel is almost invariably incorrect because that guess is based on a perceptual reality that is scewed by need or past proofs even when none exist in the present to support it. This kind of irrational thinking makes language all the more a barrier because the relationship ends in an endless repetition, a replay of the original sin. We rehearse these replays every day and in every relationship, demanding energy, time, and when the same action is "perceived" the reaction we respond with is identical. Its cyclic, feeding itself, hurting over and over again. If in doubt, check it out...a simple phrase to help give fact and clarity to any conversation.
Choose your words carefully, don't react immediately and wade through a conversation with awareness and a sharing of intent. Question, don't infer...A conversation is an exchange of ideas and can be so much more in depth if emotion can be shared as well...bring it to that new level by offering your meaning along with your words. Put your heart into a conversation but be clear what you are trying to say. Mean what you are saying, and say what you mean.
Today I lost a friend because I couldn't make myself understood...even when I spoke my feelings they were disregarded because anger is easier to manage somehow. This is perhaps a test or a trial to be undergone as Ulani is traversed, it certainly seems so. Compassion dictates that I wish the best to my friends, and I do so. My intent was not understood, and that is my fault in the expression of it. For that I am truly sorry.
So please...choose your words carefully, don't let barriers make an island of your life. From experience I can tell you this is not a good place to be.
Sin
Tonights Rosetide Ceremony was fantastic! The energy we raised was amazing and left all feeling elated and energetic. As usual I'm providing you a transcript of it. Regular readers will notice a couple of important changes...
Trieste began the event by leading the Hara and Guests on a processional walk to the Nayati, the Procession of Torches. The Invokers and myself then entered through the rectory...and after getting Matisse sorted onto the right side....we began.
Sinji
Welcome Everyhar, Harhune and honoured Guests.
Tonight is Rosetide...
At Natalia, we saw the birth of Elisin, and Solarisel began his reign over this season.
Tonight, he will give over his reign to Eburniel.
For those of you who don't know, who are new to our gatherings...each season is presided over by a Dehar..our gods.
They are presently changing aspects as they raise the harling..the child until he takes their place.
You: It is a cycle of changing aspects...with the season.
Tonight we will perform and entire, Arotahar rite.
This ceremony will be followed by an awards presentation in the Hegalion.
We begin by building our energy...Rehuna, draw the Agmara to us....Guests, focus your will, draw energy so that our working here will be fueled by your intent.
Sinji Itokawa nods to the Invokers.
I call upon the mysterious ray of agmara, in all its power and brilliance, to descned now from the center of creation, to fill our beings and transform this space into our sacred Nayati!
Sinji Itokawa draws the Ara sigil in the Air with the Vakei
Ara, you are the gateway!
Sinji draws the Neoma sigil in the air with the Vakei
Neoma, you are the shield of protection!
The way is prepared, we will now call forth the Dehara...
Matisse turns to the first Quarter and draws Aruhani's sigil in the air.
THIS SECTION EDITED TO KEEP THE GREAT OATH
Matisse, Spikey, Ethari and Yukio complete their parts of the Invocation to the Dehara, Sinji finishes it by calling The Aghmara into the Nayati..
Yes Readers, I'm not allowed to share the entirety of the Rite with you, but can only give exerpts. My thanks to all who participated and we will be choosing other Invokers for the next one!
The Main section of the Arotahar after dismissing Solarisel and greeting Eburniel was the Lesson, as follows:
At Natalia we welcomed the return of the sun, and we have followed the Arotahar seasonal changes as the last few months have passed. Solarisel, gave us Elisin and some of you were here as the pearl grew within this very Nayati and celebrated with us at Elisin's birth.
We have grown a little since then, we like to hope anyway...and as Solarisel leaves us we are blessed now by Eburniel. Eburniel is a teacher, a dehara of lessons to be seen all around us, and as we walk with him during this season we must be vigilant. His lessons are silent, he leads Elisin through the barren frozen world and in that empty, peaceful silence the world reveals its secrets. Eburniel is filled with sadness, for this is a shadowy time, he sows the seeds of his own death as he nurtures his executioner, but this is the way of Arotahar.
The coming year is awakening...this is a time when the blood of the world begins to be renewed, to quicken. We can see it...its there just below the surface, take time to look. Behind us lies many sorrows, as you look back you will see a long line of tribulations you and those you love have faced. Forget them, learn from them and leave them behind. This is a time of promise...Eburniel shows you the promise, hidden in the world Look, learn and then make ready for what lies ahead...don't carry that which is unpleasant forward.
This Arojhahn is called the Torch Arojhahn. The torches we carry today are symbols of our dedication to light. We walk with them to light our way, a processional of hope and dreaming for the future. Now is the time to think of the coming year, what you will bring forth and what you will give to the world, to your world. Now is the time of dreams slumbering on the verge of awakening. Remember your dreams as you awaken and light a candle to bring light to this dark predawn time.
This is Rosetide....
Astale Eburniel....Astale Elisin.....
The Arojhahn was then closed by the Participants, and Everyhar and Guests basked in the energies for a time as I withdrew to relax and make my own special devotions outside in the snow.
Thank you Spikey! PICS !
Oh ya! and Immanion is done!
Ag Bless!
Sin
Only thing I have to post is this:
My RL journal for those who care and/or want to keep informed.
Might be a surprise to some... *chuckles*
/Vince
Natalia, the Festival of Winter Solstice.
Elisin's birth day. The Return of the Light.
Tonight we watch in vigil as the longest night progresses into morning. This is a haunted time. It is Darkness making a last attempt to sieze the day....and keep us in eternal night, forever.
In the Dark we are alone, or can be. Only our own fears keep us company...if we let them, they can rule our heart and mind, keeping us in the black pit of ignorances deep night.
Despair, anger, guilt, reproach and self-recrimination....these tortures are darkness personified. These negative emotions drag one kicking and screaming into the blackness of a lifetime without...outside the Light.
The Wraeththu Calendar is called the Arotahar Cycle. Those of you who have been with us since the beginning back in Shadetide, which was in effect..the end, now see the Beginning.
Two weeks ago we honoured Adkaya, the arrival of the Pearl. It was the arrival of possibility, of Potential...It is a symbol of what could be. What we all can be...potential inside each and every one of us. The Pearl is the glimpsed possibility of our future. But...
It must be cared for...protected, nutured. It is what lies within each of you....but only with care and work can it be realized. Potential wasted is a sad thing indeed. Finding your way in the dark is difficult...stumbling blindly, the way can be littered with obstacles....
But...if you find what can be called your True Will...your Ultimate Potential....and you follow it, pursue it, care for the Way and finally reach it....you will have found the Light....
The Light is personified for Wraeththu in the body of Elisin. He is the Beginning, the Child of Light, the savior from Darkness...he is our guide into the next stage of the Arotahar Calendar and in an archetypal way, the beacon who we look too for guidance, inspiration and company through the long night of our journey's beginning....
Darkness and despair are yours for the taking...you can live in the dark....or you can wake tomorrow in the light of a new day, a new year, a new beginning to a new journey....and Elisin will walk with you, in community and friendship....just as We who are gathered here today move forward with you, in that celebration and joy of companionship and common goal...to walk in the Light...to make our hearts and homes, welcoming, warm places, brimming with the love and wonder that we feel and share with each other at this time of Natalia...the birth of the Light.
Astale Elisin..
Calling the Quarters.
Sin turns to the first Quarter and draws in the air with the Vakei blade.
In this Quarter I call upon dehar Aruhani, who stands in the North.
Be present in this Nayati.
In the name of the Fifth Element,
Aghama, the Star, and your master.
Sin turns to the second Quarter and draws again with the Vakei.
In this Quarter I call the upon dehar Miyacala, who stands in the East.
Be present in this Nayati.
In the name of the Fifth Element,
Aghama, the Star, and your Master.
Sin turns to the third Quarter and draws another sigil in the air.
In this Quarter I call upon the dehar Agave, who stands in the South.
Be present in this Nayati.
In the name of the Fifth Element,
Aghama, the Star, and your Master.
Sin turns to the fourth Quarter and draws again a sigil upon the air.
In this Quarter I call upon the dehar Lunil, who stands in the West.
Be present in this Nayati,
In the name of the Fifth Element,
Aghama, the Star, and your Master.
Sin turns back to face you, raising his arms and drawing the final sigil. In a loud commanding voice, he speaks the final invocation.
In the center, I call upon Aghama, Lord of the Cosmos!
Tigron of the Spheres!
Aghama, be present in this Nayati,
Protect and empower us!
Invoking Solarisel
Solarisel, Dehar of Awakening Light and renaissance.
Whose Gaze is the warmth of the new sun that quickens the earth.
Solarisel, I call you here on this eve of the New Year,
To continue your reign in this realm.
Reveal to us the deharling of Light.
And the Cycle of Arotahar.
Astale Solarisel!
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So as I am transcribing this Tristan and I are in the last 2 hours of our 8 hour vigil at the Nayati, waiting until the first light of Dawn reaches the GMT line at Greenwich....we've been over metaphysics with Matisse (comparitive religious studies I think), played Mah Jong, danced and listened to Irish Rebel music....still 90 minutes to go...
What a bloody night... *groans* I've gotten liek 4 hours max of sleep in the last god only knows few hours... When you nap an hour.. get up for 6 nap another 3 min, get up for 4 back to sleep another hour or so.. @_@ Ya kinna loose track of what day it is, what time it is, what country your in.. *mutters in pikey now*
Tonight, though I was very productive. Which surprised me.. O.<
I was hired by a friend I met through the gay Neko group to build him a house. He said he wante dlike a box but is payign me like 15K to fucking do it O.< and yes that is 15,000L not 1500L
$15,000L
*cough* Because, apparently thats what my shit is worth... *boggles* I mean I got 18K for two months work on a bloody SIM... and this... @_@ He even paied 50% up front and said to take my time.. Well anyone that knows me knows that take my time can be anywhere frommmmm 2 months *snort* to 20 minutes. So i raped my good friend google immages for insparation and found a lovely little home that I then banged out a structure for within sayyyyyyy 40 minutes.. Would of been faster.. But im picky and fix all the little corners and edges as i go along...
So the land he rents has like 'rules' on it *rolls eyes.
(V) ZONING RULES (Residental and light Commercial)
BUILDING CODE
o NO MALLS, NO CLUBS!
o No flying structures below 250m altitute
o No highrise structures. Max building height is 2 times distance of prim from parcel border. This means that e.g. 2 meters from the border of your land you can build 4 meters high, 5 meters from the border you can build 10 meters high, 10 meters from the border you can build 20 meters high etc.
o Buildings must have adequate distance from parcel border
o No "Huge-Prims" (Prims with more as 10mx10m)
o To preserve a consistent landscape, terraforming is not allowed. If you want to terraform land to fit your build, you can IM ____________. If your wish is in harmony with the sim, I can terraform for you.
The bolded are the rules im not to happy with. Since anyone that knwos me knows whatever I build is on a whim and pulled firly out of my ass as I go XD. So needless to say the house is a touch.. tall... But nothing like WTF why is it that tall kinna tall..
So the sim owners on, so whatever I figure I'll call her out and see what she thinks. She takes like 15 minutes to measure like EVERYTHING... then says its a little high and a little close to the house on the other plot. Yeah? Weall thats not MY fault, im the regulatory 10M from the bloody border, its not MY fault that you teraformed that plot into such a bloody mess that the owner only has this tiny fucking corner to plant their house in and it is NOWHERE NEAR 10M fromt he bloody border.. so get off my ass.
But whatever.. She says shes ok with it so long as the owner of that house dosnt complain -__-... I mean WHAT THE SHIT?! they have a perfectly gorgeous veiw of MOST of the sim fromt he front of their house. My buds plat is right on the water and theres not much to look at really -__- so yeah... STFO and GTFO.
Ok so whatever... I park my ass on the balcony just incase anyone logs in and wants ot chat, so I work on an RL project I've been neglecting and OOPS its gotta be delivered today.. no biggie... mostly...
Fuck it, im depressed, im pissted off and I cant sleep.. what to do what to do.. ORDER IN!
I get myself a little snaky treat from a local pizzal place. A calzone and some wings and get my nom on. Well no sooner do the wings go down do they want to turn the fuck around and come right back up... Motherfucker... So starts the epic battle of time vs sleep vs throwing up... The last say.... 10 hours have been a blur...
Building the house, painting my rl project, spraying sealant, getting right high off the fumes... then skittering down the hall to wretch some more... Wash, rince, Repete.
The only other thing I can remember is this one fucker that my bud brought onto his land as was jsut picking everything apart and trying to talk down to me like i was some fucking noob trying to rez a box.
How tall is it? How thick are the walls? Move it left. move it right. The walls shouldnt be so tall for the footprint of the build. make the salls thinner so the house is smaller. That trees not full perm. Natter natter bitch bitch....
Fucker! SHUT THE FUCK UP! This is NOT your house nore am I YOUR build bitch. Im my friends. I serve HIM and HIS wants for HIS bloody house that HE paid me for NOT YOU.
My bud of course was out of chat range squeeling liek a fangirl in heat during Gackt season over the house because HE loved it. In the end, just for more lawn space (his idea not the dickhead whiner) I jsut took the whole build and shrunk it a few feet and that made everyone happy.
I told my buddy I was about ready to feed this guy his own ass and explained to him why. I think he had a talkw ith the guy in IMs because before I left he was all "Ohh this is nice, you do good work" brownnose brownnose asskiss asskiss... *rolls eyes*
Whatever... But now the house isnt too tall no more, and my friend lieks it.. now I jsut have to texture it and go window shopping for him LOL.. Literally.. He needs windows and doors..
I'll post pictures of it when its done. I might Prefab it. Im rather proud of it.
But yeah, for now, I have to finish my RL project and get it two towns over and hope i dont retch on the train >,< God im getting SO sick of travle!!!
So yeah, thats my update. Im a grumpy kitty... grrrrr..... *mewls*
/Vin